Speak with your Presence ✨

Sometimes I wonder what the essence of my presence carriers.

When I was an esthetician, I loved creating a space of healing, of peace.

A sort of sanctuary others could step in and find relief.

Where they could see and feel the essence of beauty, belonging to them.

I miss that about my old career.

Still, I carry that essence of peace in my body, in my spirit.

I long to create and hold that peace for others, even in the midst of turmoil – yet being a mother has often taken my very breath.

It can be hard to carry peace with little resisters in tow.

Though I judge myself when I lose the very peace I long to give, I know reality is meant to keep us humble. To test our limits and show us the cracks of our own vulnerabilities.

Still my default is peace and for that I praise the Lord.

I reach a quiet part of day and my heart

Smiles,

or sometimes the quiet doesn’t come but l close my eyes & then I see it

already existing inside.

I think of curling up in the meadow, above the grass and under the starlight.

Right where my creator made me to be.

Bits and pieces of moving, breathing light

Being Jamie, Being everything

Being nothing at all...

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